~its back~
the feeling is back.. the feeling of pointless.. everything i tried.. spent.. r all wasting time n efforts.. i need a break from all this.. regret is another feeling too.. the failure of me holding my expression during interview.. regret of doin stuff that i shud have not done.. planning stuff that i shud not plan.. wat is all this??.. feel like flying off.. 
feeling like this dog.. wanted stuff thats not in reality.. n feeling of abandoned… anyhow.. this weekend will b home for assignment.. my dear lucky pls cheer me up… sobs..