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the feeling is back.. the feeling of pointless.. everything i tried.. spent.. r all wasting time n efforts.. i need a break from all this.. regret is another feeling too.. the failure of me holding my expression during interview.. regret of doin stuff that i shud have not done.. planning stuff that i shud not plan.. wat is all this??.. feel like flying off.. 

feeling like this dog.. wanted stuff thats not in reality.. n feeling of abandoned… anyhow.. this weekend will b home for assignment.. my dear lucky pls cheer me up… sobs..

from now on.. most of my post will be place in http://predictional.blogspot.com/ so pls do feel free to visit me there..  jus freshly updated a post.. 

happy valentine to every1.. no matter u r single or in a relationship or even married.. this year valentine.. slightly different… no celebration… i mean wif frens.. but phak thor wif +2 at 1u… will tell more in…

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stay tuned.. give me 3hours to blog.. lol.. i havent snap pics..

bye every1… huggies to all…

its been a while since i left my poor lil blog aside.. there's so much things for me to update.. from pantai kerachut then langkawi.. my xmas n new year party which oso my bday celebration by the gals.. then to my countdown n oso family celebration.. had a great lunchy wif ex colleagues,, oso get some pressie.. paise betul.. then tiredly reach pj.. exhibition n then bday celebration again.. oh ya.. a big thx to wenny, so sweet of her brought the cake all the way from seremban n oso a special gift which is a strawberry custard puff,, gosh i love custard puff.. oh ya.. still dunno who gave me the mousse.. n well thx t4 for the celebration too.. back home tiredly slept like a pig on the same day.. another suprise. cute lil bear sit outside my "no entry" room..

too many words too many pictures to be post.. too many things happen within this short period… not that i dun wan2 post any pictures here.. but.. i got no time to wait them to load.. yesterday was such a busy day for me.. 1st time, my coffee was left aside cos i hv no time to even have a nice sip on them.. working out my weird work.. oh ya 1st time use psd for my assignment.. lol.. i only like my crown from that work.. thats all.. sorry oso no picture to be share.. a non pictorial post is the sake for me to self SS.. as not much will even bother to read.. haha.. the main thing i set this blog was intended for own pleasure.. til i join utar n officially i tell ppl i blog.. not jus in one domain.. but a few.. 

talking bout self SS.. for the past few days.. ss alot.. had studio pic taken.. i dun even wan2 look at my individual studio pic.. cos look real ugly T____T… the group pic was nice.. oh ya can be crop nicely too.. lol.. i'm doin that again.. lalala.. watever.. its my picture.. i can do anything i like after all those pics were taken.. oh ya mt the lou yan ka bday n lou sang.. nice day.. then plan for the next studio pic.. the next day.. 1st time officially i full make up sendiri.. +2 say i look different.. which i dun feel so at first.. oh ya that oso my 1st time help ppl make up.. draw eye brow for aireen n help wkit to put foundation.. sigh i had a bad hair day on that day.. gelled my hair wif wax.. zzz.. took lotsa pics.. lotsa them… ^o^… reach home.. there begin my self SS for more than an hour.. 1st i took pics of meself in different expression.. on my way to remove those make up.. suddenly wan2 play wif my hair since got wax dee.. haha.. made my hair real messy.. n start my ss journey.. sambil on phone.. i can still ss.. my fren ask apa sound is that.. i told him.. i sedang SS.. haha.. promoting my own lil pinky swatchea.. emo.. watever.. too many of them… then i regret not messing up my hair during studio pic >.<".. jus now mention i dun agree wif +2 i look different at first.. after self SS… i oso realise.. i look different.. lol.. msn pic.. my fren tot i went for face lift… err abit exaggerate of them.. babi…

 gonna sleep again after this post.. i jus cant afford to use my time to resize pics at this moment.. i still have lotsa flash sketching to trace.. i oso think my blog angry of me.. cos.. i need to relogin.. i got kicked out from my own blog.. zzz.. hope tomoro i have time to post my last post here.. the time where i show some of my work on blogspot which all i left have way undone.. too many choices until everything was partially done.. laziness of lil ib + her hectic life jus overtaken her time for bloggin.. no novel post,, no emo post. no nothing.. gosh gosh gosh.. my life is so empty… even emo oso i got no time.. no emo.. got crystal clear water.. emptiness in me

 yeah i did something i long to do… something i used to do… too much of thinking of consequences.. makes me sick.. but at times i do think… so for those who dun like stories.. pls skip.. as this entry is generous of words too.. the 2nd last entry i would say.. oh it is?? watever.. *bluek*…

 as tuesday.. +2 spotted this amo neh neh or some would call it as amo lulian.. but i call it amo neh neh.. it was somewhere in 17/6.. so tempted to get it.. but.. i din take it.. cos say next morning must get it.. the next day wore snickers rather than slippers.. so i can run if ppl were to catch me.. pretty silly but thats my plan.. but plan ruined by those bangla sit at the balcony of dunno which hse.. smoking.. zzz.. so say to take after class.. then after class pula suddenly henry fetch cos goin our hse take wall-e.. zzz so sad cos i wan2 pluck it.. 

til then… this morning… a pleasant morning with very nice sunrise color.. too bad from my room i cant really snap the whole pic.. 

  because of unfinish research,,  i woke up very early to cont my work.. this pic was taken at 0712.. the sky color was so nice.. snap afew of it.. no color alteration… this is the beauty of morning sunrise.. the nice color n the lil mushy marshmallows floating in the sky… or candy floss… its jus like a wonderland by jus staring at them..

walk to uni at 0755 althou class at 0800.. on my way… this time i dun care any1 is there already… n so i went to "take" my amo neh neh… ^o^ .. my 1st tot was it is easy to pluck.. so i used only one hand.. manatau.. i almost pull the whole plant wif me.. so need 2 hands.. n YES!!! YES!!! YES!!! i got it.. lalala.. yeah… time to show off my amo neh neh..

TADAA..

this is my amo neh neh.. looking at this fruit.. brought me back to my y1 sem1 where i hv struggles n happiness at them same time… i remembered i said i like this fruit alot.. n the lil didi of mine bought alot for me every week.. the only hsemate that talk to me n treat me nice missing those days having some1 fetch me during rain,, so nice of him to offer me everytime… haha.. n some1 who accompany wen i cook or eat.. but he's now in kampar dee.. life goes on… i still very happy with this amo neh neh i pluck.. its been a long time since i do something like tis.. plan to pluck n run.. so nice.. nice nice mood… oh ya ptptn is out too.. paid student bill n tomoro amo neh neh will sit aeroline go back to pg with me… weee weee weee ^o^..

ss enuf wif amo neh neh.. i sleep after on phone wif mummy.. sweat while sleeping.. zzz.. wake up time very hungry pula.. as today i have no time to cook lunchbox.. i got lotsa vege left.. which i wan2 finish b4 go back pg.. 1 week go home.. vege will turn not fresh .. hehe.. so i cooked most of my vege.. since mood very nice… i carefully arranged my food on my plate..

this was my dinner.. japanese taufu sauteed with soya chicken n garnish with spring onion, my favourite enoki.. siew bak choy garnish with some fried garlic.. n long beans egg… enjoy every bits of this plate while watching kite runner.. 

kite runner, a worth watching movie.. the story line was pretty nice too.. not too much of those lovey dovey but more to a frenship.. how a servant n an master relationship.. a certain part its catchy.. certain part really can make u very anxious n very kan cheong… whoever interested to watch.. get it from me.. i'm still keeping this movie in my laptop..

gosh.. suddenly blog so much.. tot go back pg baru blog.. but… becos of amo neh neh.. i blogged… so happy.. lalalala… in very happy mode.. yeah getting yee sang for ppl oso.. yeah yeah..

*mt,, yee sang for lou yan yuen.. helped u in a way* hehe

gtg… next post will b long long post.. my bday… wee wee wee… ^o^

been a while since i login here.. scribble a word.. things happen for reasons.. for me.. not writing anything here.. my reason is dat i'm LAZY, TIRED, NO TIME, OUT OF HOME, BUSY, MSN, LAZEE AGAIN, YUM CHA… etc etc… since my last post was bout gingea n santa… i'll post bout gingea.. cos… i havent snap pics of my pressie… i hv pressie from…….. too long to b list…

let me start off wif my xmas eve… this year.. i dun feel like goin anywhere… cos i hate crowd n jam… worst things.. those awful sprays.. almost food poison years back wen ppl sprayed me.. then turn into snowman.. idiot bs attacked me.. 

so this year.. a cozy 1 for me.. since mom always home alone for this day.. i accompanied her.. so postpone all the outing to some other days.. hehe.. 

cooking for xmas dinner.. 

tadaa…

fishy panfried with a touch of mushroom cheese sauce.. served with baked eggplant, garlic bread n fried brocolli..

 
baked chicken thigh wif potato.. honeyglazed wif oregano for flavoring.. this chic yum yum.. but sis.. makan habis b4 i can get more.. zzz.. but i happy cos ppl like.. ngek ngek

then i dun jus stop here.. later at night.. i make gingea.. called zhimin, my godbro.. cos he loves baking.. so ask him come deco gingea wif me..

thou i focus on gingea.. but u ppl can c.. my godbro very cute oso right.. hehe..

gingea(s) inside oven… hot hot…

  after baked.. b4 i draw wif icing…

drew wif icing… these not so cheeky… next batch more cheeky.. but pics.. dunno placed where jor.. haha.. lazy search.. noticed i gingea kaki patah n cry.. kesian kan.. haha..

ss after successfully baked my gingea(s)… super happy mode.. 

such a nice xmas to pass thru… lotsa stuff happened b4 n after xmas.. some random overview of wat i had left out… 

let me start wif b4 xmas..

during study week..went to kerachut twice.. was not in mood at that time.. but frens around me keep support me n pull me back to the ground..

me n pei… ss.. picture credit to kg who captured this super nice pic.. i super like this pic.. hehe..

then i super happy after snap this pic.. thou that day i snapped alot.. kulat, dragonflies, beetle n grasshopper.. but i like this most..

then v went to langkawi on 27th dec.. unforgetable cos v were like in amazing race.. driving sentra really makes me real happy.. cos that car is smooth, pick up for an auto car.. very fast.. 

on the way back pg.. wen i suddenly awake.. i saw this beautiful sunset.. thinking of nothing else.. i grab my dslr n capture the nice moment to share wif all of u… thou i was sittin there alone.. i feel romantic.. *ss *.. cath was sleeping.. i ss..

then reach home.. i make the mystery food.. but.. lemon rosak.. so delayed.. finally the next morning i buy lemon n make it.. after 7hours .. i deco the cake in hurry,, this is the result 

decorated the cake wif some unmelted after eight.. the word.. i melt choco n drew it on.. others.. i jus sprinkle on it.. bla bla bla.. n zap to asia heights..

n so on that day i have plenty of suprises too.. not goin2 elaborate so much cos will exclusively blog bout 281208..  but the candles.. not suprise thou.. ngek ngek.. anyway thx alot.. i know u ppl scared to suprise me on that day cos i've warned u not to celebrate for me else next year i wont plan for end year.. love u gals..

the 2 main character who make this happened.. as background..

my so called guessing gift.. its cute.. i like pink now..

for this pic.. i really dunno something behind me.. thx alot.. this will b the real suprise then..

instead of the normal card.. u gals gave me more.. i love it so much.. especially the ribbon's tagline "for a pretty baby gal".. thou me no pretty,,, haha.. but i'm baby gal..

** notes for u gals.. for ur relieve.. i neva wan any expensive from u gals.. u know it.. which make a big headache for all of u wen u c me.. kg wen u said my stuff hardest to handle when it comes to choosing stuff for me cos i'm particular.. perhaps.. u r right.. haha..   

there's 1 thing really suprised me,,, its from this comin picture..

  nice right whole stretch of gifts.. but.. i really get something "REAL" nice…

wait n c….. ish ish ish

  tadaa…. this is the exchanged gift i get.. worst drawlog i ever get… 1st time ever… this is no joke.. but seriously… who gave this?? 

anyway… thx alot to kg for the place provided.. efforts for making me happy back..

thats me n mom… *hope u dun mind i post this pic.. cos v both look cute.. winx ^o^ 

i really cherish the time.. its been a long time since all of us get together.. n 281208… the unforgetable 1.. v made it.. thou not all.. but most of us were there.. n even open up bout our recent life… love u gals.. muakkksss…dun worry… cny i will plan n get us all together… cny v cook chinese cuisine can??

**poe… told u dee long post… summore those i curi keluar from some post which i will post later……

 since kinda mm song yesterday.. i look at my pictures.. suddenly feel like baking.. bake n cook can cool me down.. which pic triggered me??

tadaaa..

this is last year xmas cupcakes from coffee bean.. i love cupcakes cos they r cute.. wen u place a candle on those.. u actually hav so so many cakes with candle which means u can have so so many wishes.. i wish.. i wish n wish again.. then i still wish.. at least 16 times.. for certain reason.. i'm forever 16.. hehe..  pls dun jealous.. keke..

ok.. i'm now hunting for 2 things.. a reindeer nose..n oso ginderbread man mold.. i'm not a christian.. but i love xmas cos so many colourful stuff around.. blinking shiningly.. so mm song oso turn to happy.. i really seriously.. wan2 bake gingerbread man.. lol.. ade think.. eyes will use choco chip.. buttons use cherry.. i jus need the mold.. then i can hv my own gingea bread man**ps: gingea is not wrong spelling.. but purposely cos the suffix mean something else to me* every1 hv wishes.. wish n wish… now i wan2 write a letter to santa.. santa pls listen to me altho me no christian.. but i'm a good gal.. santa sayang good kids right.. me *infinity innocent(plurk-ing)*

here my letter to santa.. 

dear santea clausea, 

lately many bad things happened to me.. 1st leopea need to b fixed, rabbit passed away.. then my cute lucky boy kena lice attack after he stayed at dog lodging during sis johor wedding.. then my hp dieded.. so many sad n bad things happened to me wor.. 

hp rosak.. i got no hp.. but need to get a new hp.. means i need to use $$$.. means 2009 no swatch for me.. no ipod oso.. apa pun takda.. sad rite?? santea uncle.. i wan something nice from u.. can i?? mayb give me some luck.. or send me something u think can make me happy..  pls bless me ok?? u can give me things thru my window.. i will place a nice nice sock by then… cos i got no chimnea.. i will sleep n wont realise u come.. pls come to me ok?? thankiu santea.. i will b good..

 

hugs n kisses for santea..

cmei.. the poor n bad luck gal.. 

 lately kinda do lotsa stuff out of my mind… frankly speaking.. i dunno who am i at this moment.. there's so much of things for me to think at this time.. despite from hp KO for real.. i really need to get my feet back on the ground.. thinking n keep thinking.. did kadabra cast a spell on me?

went to kerachut twice this week.. lots lotsa pics were taken.. flora n fauna.. n of cos those ss pic.. having the breeze slapped on my face.. i still couldn't make up my mind.. pei pei told me "i wan back the old cmei".. pei.. i shud tell u this.. sorry.. i cant be back the 1 i used to b… haha… sounds like i'm dying? choii choii… i jus hv too many things to think.. 

this post i wont post any nice pic from kerachut.. i'll show u one of the crazy thing i did.. 

i actually let this aedes suck my blood jus to snap this pic.. my obsession towards insect.. getting worst… if u were there.. u might thought i'm mad.. perhaps i'm really a mad person.. 

after i took the pic.. i killed this damn mosquito..there goes my blood..

during this few days.. i think i loss lotsa blood.. 1st my allergy towards something i consumed gotten worst n i scratched it.. so.. naturally i bleed.. ouch…then while i was snapping some insects near bush.. i got my knee cut but some plants.. kinda a deep cut.. cos i bleed alot.. the cut was about 1.5cm long.. it din stop jus here.. since i plastered my feet.. sand stubbornly get into my wounds.. when i reach home.. i got somehing else.. sands sticking on my wounds.. it hurts.. ouch ouch ouch… so now i'm having external n internal wounds.. sobs..

gosh.. i so lazy wan2 study now.. but still need to… bye..

**anyway.. i'll b goin for another hike after exams… cant wait.. ^o^ winkss..  

been extremely super n duper semangat for stray dogs.. n oso cats la.. i wan2 b volunteer for them.. i wan2 help them… i really do.. bro once warned me not to.. cos the emo me will eventually ended up crying if any dogs kena bunuh cos no more shelter eligible.. 2ndly.. afraid i will bring back fleas n ticks for baby boy… but… i had made up my mind.. i sent an email offering help for SPCA… i hope they accept me.. i jus need to fill all my time in a good way… not thinking of other stuff too much.. but spending them wisely… spend for those who need me.. i dun wan2 c dogs being rolled by cars, splash wif hot water by some ass, thrown by stones.. if i have a gun.. i'll shoot them all.. not to take their life.. but shoot at their joints.. haha.. its wrong to take away ppl's life.. but shooting their joints.. i'm jus helping the strays…

if only i could make a different for dogs in malaysia.. if only owners will b responsible for their pets.. if only mimi still alive… then she will b the role for all dogs.. a role for lucky boy too.. cos mimi is more well-trained than my boy.. thou no 1 trained her.. mimi was born to be the best.. with her smooth n long furs.. her size n oso her braveness.. she protected me from harm.. from stranger… we grew up together.. she left me after 14yrs.. but somehow she will remain in my heart.. i still miss mimi.. n i wont forgive my aunt for how she treated her after she passed away…  i better stop… i'm getting more emo… anyway.. my baby lucky.. thou he manja.. but his manja-ness made me love him more.. *cuddles* miss him.. tomoro will c him dee.. hehe.. 

in conclusion, ms hard headed will go to SPCA.. if they din reply my email.. i will drive there by myself… using my car to do wat i wan is not wrong.. summore that car need to exercise more… *petrol pls turun harga* i really need to do wat i have said…

in the memory of this lil black doggy n his siblings.. being tortured by some ass n oso some of them rolled by cars.. how sad.. next time i will not scold those asshole.. but i will use stone throw them back.. better ready my phone.. cos if they attack me.. i call police n any1… we as human shud do more for them.. v shud raise awareness to fight those beast who have no heart.. lets help the strays.. give them shelter n spay them… spaying is not torturing but jus reducing the mass of babies they will produce.. in short.. helping them to control cos dogs n cats dun use condom.. 

**now in dilemma.. when wan2 plan for xmas/new year? go to suntech on 24th? or else where?? new year.. do it on 30?? cos i dun go out on 31st..kelly lim, tell me wen ur hse eligible.. then i'll call the gals.. v really need to catch up wif our recent life… ..